Rose and a Thorn..

A Rose and A Thorn,

Bloomed on a Morn,

Hilarity said Garden,

The Sky asked for Pardon..

And soon by their Side,

A Drone passed with pride,

He looked upon with Jerk,

And moved down with perk..

The Rose again Smiled,

a sweet Smell compiled,

With a Friendship never gone,

And On , And On , And On.................

The rose understood...that drone will b with him only till he is fresh,...but thorn wil always b there for ever... SO if u r a rose.... u will be lured my many drones in ur life who will only use u till u look good.... but ur best friend will b thorn around u..who will b with u no matter what,in every condition.... so Always value the thorn around u..he may pinch u at times ..but the show must go on.. the friendship must go on..

Kyu ????

Kyu mera dil usko bhula nahi paata ,

Kyu mai dil se uski yaad mita nahi paata,

Kyu mujhe uski har baat yaad hai,

Kyu usse judi har taarikh yaad hai,

Kyu bheed mei har soorat uski hoti hai,

Kyu har soorat mei uski moorat hoti hai,

Kyu aaj bhi usse kuch bhi kehne mei dar lagta hai,

Kyu aaj bhi uske liy mar jaane ko dil karta hai,

Chahe dekh lo jitna usko fir bhil nahi bharta,

Kyu mera ab aur kuch karne ko dil nahi karta,

Kyu uski yaad se mere chehre pe muskaan aati hai,

Kyu usko dekh k meri jaan mei jaan ati hai,

kyu maine use maaf kar dia ,

kyu dil se sab kuch saaf kar dia,

kyu aaj bhi mujhe uska intjaar hai,

kyu uski ek jhalak ko aaj bhi dil bekrar hai,

Kyu mere dil mei ab bhi ek aas hai,

kyu door hokar bhi wo mere paas hai,

Kyu mujhe lagta hai ki wo mujhko bulati hai,

sapno mei mere to wo roj chal k aati hai,

Kyu mujhe lagta hai ki wo galat nahi hai

jab ki mai jaanta hun wo sahi nahi hai,

Kyu mai uske liy saari hadein tod sakta hun,

wo keh ke to dekhe,uske liy mai zindgi chodh sakta hun.

Kyu mai manne ko taiyar nahi ki wo jaa chuki hai,

ab to wo mere dil se meri dhadkano mei aa chuki hai.

Kyu bhagwan ne hamara ye rishta banaya,

agar bichadna hi tha,to usne humko kyu milaya ?

Kyu mujhe lagta hai kiwo mujhko yaad karti hogi,

meri khushi k liy wo fariyad to karti hogi.

Kyu jud jaati hai jaake har cheej usse,

Mai usse kitna pyaar karta hun,ek baar to aake puche mujhse.

Kyu uska pyaar ban gai meri manzil,

Kya mai kabhi ban paunga uske pyaar k kabil ?

Kyu wo mujhse keh na pai apne dil ki baat,

pata nahi kaise kategi meri har raat ?

" KYU wo samjhi nahi ki diwana hun mai uska ZAMANE Se,

Ya fir samajh k nasamjh kar dia usne,Dar k ZAMANE Se"

Kyu wo samajh nahi pai mere jajbaaton ko,

Samajh nahi aata dosh kise dun,use yaa haalaton ko.

Kyu usne bada li mujhse dooriyan,

Jarur rahi hongi uski apni majbooriyan.

Kyu mujhe lagta hai ki wo wapas aaegi,

Aur is baar aake fir kabhi na jaegi.

Kyu usko mere dard ki khabhar nahi hui,

hoti bhi kaise,merA dil tootne ki to aawaj bhi nahi hui.

Kyu chaa gai wo mere har khyaal mei,

Meri har baat mei,mere har sawaal mei.

Kyu nahi hai koi aur rishta uske jaisa,

wo na sahi mil jae shaks uske jaisa.

Kyu wo de gai mujhe itni saari saugaten,

Kyu aaj bhi yaad aati hai uski saari baatein.

Kyu nahi dikhti kisi aur mei wo ada,

Bach k rahiega,kahin aap bhi na ho jaen us par fida.

Kyu chali gai wo meri zindgi chod kar,

Apne saare rishte,apne saare waade todkar.

Kyu bikhar jaata hun mai uske ek hi khyaal se,

Ab to dar lagta hai usse jude har ek sawaal se.

Kyu nahi le paaya koi aur uski jagah,

Na jaane iske peeche kya hai wajah ??

IS Kyu Ka Jawab Mujhko Mil Hi Gaya !

IS Kyu Ka Jawab Mujhko Mil Hi Gaya !

SHAYAD ISI KO PYAAR KEHTE HAI !!!

" A WALK TO REMEMBER...FOREVER"

If not once in a blue moon the day was certainly supposed to b once in a year !! I had decided, to make it big, no more beating around the bush , i had to gather courage - dont know from where, had 2 let my feelings flow,... The time was perfect as it could get.It was the V-day, 14th feb ,the day of love.... I couldn let it go just like that.. had 2 perform dance on chance.. had to tell her that if ever i had gone mad for any1 then that person has to be her.. if ever i had dressed up for anyone then she was the 1.. if ever i waited for hours to just have a 5 second glimpse of anyone then she was the sole one.. and yes,if ever i cried after a fight ,then that fight was with her !! almost one and a half year had gone past of our friendship and i was still like" Wow ,from where this angel came ? " From her long hair,deep eyes,innocent looks,dimpled cheeks,kiddish behaviour,stupid questions,making silly faces- I just loved everything...every molecule of her was so special to me !!

I knew in front of her i was not daring enough to say all this,nor my actions were loud enough.. so i thought to pen down all my thoughts !! as i wanted to give it The best shot , i gathered the best f writers among my friends,explained them the whole situation n demanded for the best possible result.. and with their contribution mixed with my emotions an almost perfect love letter was prepared which had all the feelings n emotions which i always wished to tell her..

But just a letter was not enough for me... had to compliment it with a perfect gift..and gift had to be special,had to be unique... 4 search parties were made in order to find one.. after my rejection lost counts , a momento let a impression on my heart at once..i knew this was it.. A Boy and a Girl holding hands with the caption - " If the world starts all over again, and i m born as Adam, promise me , you will be the Eve ".. finally the preparation was all done well on time.. But the main question was still unanswered .. Who will act as postman ?? who will deliver her my feelings ?? i knew i couldn do it !! the more i thought , more i was assured that there are no other option except one, her best friend... who had helped me always...her best friend had even helped me during the time when she had refused my 1st frienship offer .. this time also she had to help me !! with no mobile n phone communication at that time ( as I was in ,,guess what,,class 10th) i had to take a chance in the morning .. had to catch her on her way to school at any cost.. with all these plans,thoughts,excitement all around,every thought giving me goose bumps ,,sleep was no where to be found on the previous night.. when i got completly lost in all this and went in my dreams i dont remember...But as a result..the next morning......

I got up late compared to my planned time..and then had to rush with all the things..time appeared to pass by so fast as never by.. minutes were tickling by and my heartbeat were raising with the fear that what if i am not able to catch her.. the ultimate frustration came when i was not able to find my purse which had all my savings of previous month and were a vital part of my plans( i had planned to take her to baskin robbins.which till then v had only seen from outside,and as she loved ice cream this act was special for her).. So i asked my mother to find it..while she was looking around for it she came to get a hand on my science answersheet of my exams.. and as obvious i had not got the passing marks and this was the reason for hiding it.. that was the 1st n last time in my life i came across such serious humour.. i smiled at my mom and said please mom we will discuss this afterwards,plz sign the answer sheet and look for purse..she accepted the request, but purse was no where to be found... certainly a Bad beginning to the day!! It was getting late with every minute.. Mom gave me 50rs and i started the run towards the most exciting n memorable moments of my life..

I couldn afford to barely walk towards my destination.. so i guess the spirit of michael johnson came 2 help me and i started running as fast as i could...probability of catching her up was very less...with all those fears n anxiety i was just running...Things were not to be as planned.. On my way i got the biggest surprise of my life.. her best friend was waiting for me on the way..and a thousand WHY's struck my mind in blink of an eye..with a huge sigh of relief on seeing her i approached her and asked her"How come here,at this time ? " she smiled, opened her bag , took out a packet and said she has given this..its for u.. i decided to hold back my packet with a little fear in the corner that what the packet may turn out to be...

As suddenly,something out of the context had happened i didn knew how to react... i just said a simple thank u with blank eyes.. i was already late,so the next run was towards my school.. even the spirit coudn save me from getting late and had 2 b in the que of late commers... i was dying to open the packet,was thrilled to the core but before that had to face punishment for coming late..full 4 rounds of the ground which i always felt so proud of.. for the first time in years i was questioning the size of the ground...these physical training instructor never understand feelings !! but spirit was there to help me.. and then without any energy break downs i completed all the rounds and rushed towards the class..it was the perfect place as it could get to see what the parcel contained..as i entered the class ,, what bloody hell ,, teacher was already in..n to add to it back rows were already full..no chance sitting in the front row and even having a glimpse at the packet !! for the first time in my life i found mathematics boring n disinteresting ..and as i was dying out of excitement i told my partner about it and the chain began.. it seemed to be a very big news for anyone to digest..but to add to the suspense free time was hard to come by...teachers were all on time until it was Lunch time..till then the news had spread like fire in the jungle n i had wished a zillion times for a good outcome.. the packet was taken from me against my wish and i was made to sit like a king and my workers doing all the work..packet was opened as carefully as it could get and out came two things- a letter and a small box..my wished was asked for,what i wanted to see first..i said the letter..as one of them started reading it ,as a leaders address to the nation, started the most beautiful description of feelings i ever came accross..With every line i was becoming happy as never before. . it was a love letter,she had written it for me..and the lines that struck me the most were " My biggest reality is you , , will you be my reality forever ?? " ... then the gift was opened and it was a momento which read "my my love has got a name and it's you "....i just couldn stop smiling,whole class had got lost in the celebration,everyone was coming n congratulating me,demands for a party had already begun and there was a question on everyone's mind including me- what will i do now ? the planned script had turned upside down..what next i was supposed to do,how i was supposed to act..i just had no clues,no answers !! she had asked me to meet her as the school got over.. every minute got so hard to pass by..class seemed like a jail..but reason to smile was so big that i beared all this with utmost ease..and as the final bell rang i was on my toes again... i started the run towards her without any idea as to what i wil say,how will i face her n what if she has questions ??

As i was getting close to her,my heart beats were getting faster and loud as never before...The moment we saw each other our smiles turned into blushes,love in her eyes was as never before and she could hardly manage to look into my eyes.. i had also almost no idea as to what should i say , what should i ask ?? i was just looking at her just blushing,smiling and shying away from me.. the first question i asked her was " since when ??" to which she fired her's " what's ur reply".. i said " what do you think ??".. she said " if i would have known the answer i never would have asked ?? "... then came the most courageous moment of my life..I said " Yes i do.. i love u since i have known u..i love u for what i'm when i m with you and most importantly i love you for what you have been to me ".. then her eyes spoke it all.. she said "thanks for being with me in hardest of times,thanks for bearing all the pains for me,thanks just for being there always " i felt like the most lucky man in the whole galaxy...

But the dream of taking her to Baskin Robbins was not 2 b completed that day..as had only 50rs in the wallet.. but still i asked -ice cream..to which she highly obliged..and then became a journey that became " A WALK TO REMEMBER...FOREVER"

BE THE CHANGE

Everytime i look at these pics i wonder what's there mistake... God can't b so harsh !! Luck can't be so bad !! just because their stars were not so favourable as our's, just because they didn't had a solid base to lay their foundation...doesnt stop them from having same rights as ours.. as one f my friends commented on this saying "CHILDHOOD SELLING INNOCENCE " n "ILLITERACY SELLING WORDS " , i wish they get their share of life..their life is not meant to be spent just like that.. when everyone is amazed on continuous growth of our economy even in times of recession,i question what's the development all about ?? ..the rich getting richer and poor remaining the same ??..is Growth a term applied only to the lucky lot f population ??.. Huge MNC's offices, mall culture , amusement parks , increased number f 4-wheelers on roadtc etc etc..is what we call development ??In this era,when per capita income seem to increase every year,new millionaires r made everyday, every seem to enjoy the development... EXCEPT this lot.. but why ?? will they b ever like this ?? wil this be a ongoing show ever ?? will they always live on courtsey of others ?? will their gloomy days never end ?? will they never say see the light side of life , the cool side of life , the fun side of life ?? salary packages have risen to new heights in recent times, but wil they always earn this little ?? will they always struggle to make their ends meet ?? be it the scorching heat or the icy cold they have no leaves.they r always their , bare feeted,with the little f the clothes they get carrying the heavy weight of expectation ...they are working day and night out,in different shifts,in different roles just for the sake that no member of their family sleeps hungary.. and even after so much hard work in the worst possible condition they have 2 bear with people's strange behaviour,their anger,being a reason f their amusement or for that matter their time pass...so next time when u stop on a red light in your chauffeur driven vehicle or your bike dont look at them strangely...they are just one of us...remember you could have also been their,in their place,in their lives ...just because u landed with better stars doesnt make them any inferior by any sorts.. what they are doing is just what u do in your office,working n earning for the family !! before being a good manager , good businessman ....just be a good soul !! a little help of yours is worth weight in gold for them ..Dont think " why just i ?? "....u cant change others so start with yourself..if u want to see the real development ,,,,lead by example , just " BE THE CHANGE ".. JAI HO !!

IT STILL HURTS

As my evening came to an end my mind had another set of questions that were required to be answered as soon as possible..these questions were not new to me but today when i heard them from someone else ,i thought there have to be some answers for these questions ,some logic behind those answers.."WHY PEOPLE CHANGE"..and most importantly "HOW PEOPLE CHANGE" ??good times r forgotten so easily,memories r erased in blink of an eye,replacements r made in seconds..I STILL DONT KNOW HOW PEOPLE DO THIS ?? when it happened to me i thought may b it was just my bad luck,but now when i c it happening continuosly in my life or for that matter in lives of people all around me i wonder what causes these changes..dont people think before acting like this ??..dont they know how much it hurts ?? why suddenly they stop caring for other's feelings.. ?? or is it ,that, all this builds over a certain period of time and for all this time they move faking around..?? how they suddenly start labelling LOVE as just mere attraction ??why they suddenly start thinking that concern has taken form of over possesiveness?? how calls change to messages to miss calls and then to simply ignorance?? why own priorities suddenly become more important.. ?? why they suddenly start running away from us ?? why they suddenly start mentioning all the weak links in the relation ??all these questions just simply give my mind,my soul an unressistable shock !! its not that I didn’t tried before to find the answers but what i got in return was a simple excuse - "TIME"..everyone seemed to fit their reasons in the so called time frame..facts after facts were put forward to me to prove that time changes it all..but i never accepted it..i knew its not the lack of time that puts the relationship in a bad state,its the lack of consistency in dedication to the relationship..but even after i landed on this little conclusion i found those behaviour very much alien to my nature..because i know one thing no one becomes a bad soul ,in eyes of the other person,with his own happiness..but are the distances created by time so impossible to handle ?? some people admit that they know they are doing wrong but they cant stop themselves from doing it ..but this is no excuse.. even if u cant love someone in return , do respect their love.. but where does that respect goes in adverse situations ??when u r on the edge and the relation is just being dragged on ,trust me its very tough !! its painful !! and it hurts !! and believe me.. " IT STILL HURTS "

Man in a Women's World

For all these years i have wondered who am i ?? A son or a friend or a boyfriend or 2 b a future husband and future father ?? What's my role In this so called "man's world" ?? Does being a man itself gurantee my existence in this man's world ?? Filled with all those questions my mind ponder over the fact that who labelled this world as a man'a world ?? Was it because initially he used to cut the trees whole day and women sat home waiting for him or because a little later he learned farming and was sole earner of his family or because he faught battles and protected his family from being ruined or may be it's because of the modern era where man is considered to be more intelligent and smart of the two species and being labelled as the HEAD of the family !! All these facts may have encouraged people to lable this world as a "Man's world" , , but why nobody thought what was woming doing all this time periods ?? she was not absolutely idle for sure !!when man was busy cutting trees she was busy taking care of her child,making his child believe that his father wil return in the evening and then they all will have food,she used to tell his child- my son u need not beg,borrow or steal for food.your father is on the way.. when man was busy doing farming she was all along with him taking care of their field,providing him meals at the right time and along with that taking care of their child... when battles were fought and all men of the family were out there putting their life at stake she was their at the home looking after the children and teling them their is nothing to fear and your father will be returning soon unaffected by her own fear of getting widow.....And if u talk about this modern era she is to be found everywhere... from morning breakfast,preparing lunch,going to office n back,washing clothes and then preparing dinner... from morning to until she sleeps she is a work machine... fulfilling expectation as a mother,wife,daughter in law,office clerk etc together is something only she knows how to do ?? When a new life can't b started from one species alone then why this world is being labelled as such !! This species certainly needs a recognition of its own...v all should give them their due respect.. how strong v may b in our hands,, woman's go far ahead in terms of heart.. they have a much more stronger position in matter of heart..v need them much more in every aspect of life in every moment of life.. to understand us , to support us or for that matter to be just with us... i have realised who am i " I M JUST A STUPID COMMON MAN IN THIS WOMEN'S WORLD "

EveRY TiMe.....I Wish..

Everytime i see you....

I Wish To See You More...

Everytime i see you more...

I Wish You Smile...

Everytime you smile....

I Wish The Time Stops....

And Everytime the time stops...

I WISH THE NEW WORLD STARTS WITH ONLY BOTH OF US....

MEMORIES-falling leaves f yesterday

It's afternoon time, but my day has just began..the scorching heat outside has hardly affected my busy schedule of having rest !! As i move out f the bed to fetch the newspaper my mind starts recollecting the dream i had last night and may be which lasted all along with my sleep... was it beacuse f the dream that i was so reluctant to wake up ?? As i flip through the pages of newspaper various scenes from the dream began to connect like me putting together various pieces of a jig-saw puzzle..OHH is it really me..oh yes i can c myself riding on my bycycle as fast as i can to ... to... to... where am i going?? that's certainly not in the frame..suddenly i m along wit all my friends fighting over a small tiffin, next we all r emtying our pockets just to compensate the tiffin boy..scenes r passing by very fast..the hot debate after lossing the cricket match is still on..my SAD face ,after i lost the 100RS note which i saved over to celebrate my 1st valentine day, now i c myself crying again for not fulfilling my parents expectation in my board exams..the gloomy scenes dont seem 2 end.. i m crying again as i m leaving my school to go 2 a new 1..its my 1st day in the new school..i m tensed n a bit excited..ohhh my God, i c my old friend i lost 6 years ago.. the smiles r back.. scenes r changing..its me recieving the certificate for topping maths examination..my parents r smiling because f me.. i m overjoyed !! its result time again..this time i dont disappoint my parents..i m on 9th cloud .. suddenly the scenes r in fast forward mode.. friends r leaving new ones r coming.. my Love just left, and i was standing there helpless..smiles,gloomy faces,excitement,thrill,tears - all emotions r passing through me in space of a second.. and suddenly m now on my bike driving way too fast for comfort,, but where am i going?? .. Clock just struck 3 and i m out of my thoughts... i solved almost the whole puzzle-put every piece to its place.. but there is still one empty place..the last piece-the last scene... WHERE was i GOING ?? i realize it was not the scenes that were passing by..it was my LIFE that just passed by .. its been a wonderful experience and i need to treasure every special mement.. i need to go in past and collect all those memories and bring all those people together who have seprated for some or the other reason.. was this where i was going ?? YES, certainly.. i was going in my PAST to collect all those MEMORIES as they r the FALLING LEAVES OF YESTERDAY !!!!

Love still Rules ..

Even after all these years,when i walk through ur lane my head automatically turns toward ur balcony ..i still dont understand, its due 2 the habit that i developed years back when i used to yearn for a minute glimpse of urs or my heart still wants 2 c whether u r waiting for me or not...questions like these were all left answered - the day u left me..believe me i saw many new faces or atleast tried to ..tried 2 b happy,smiled for no reason at all,made my friends believe i was absolutely normal but eveyday every moment somehow connected to u...i have seen years passed by,people go by,habits change,feelings change,relationship made n broken but u know yaar i m still not able to change one thing- why i still c u as an angel who changed my life in every good way possible even after u left me when i needed u the most ?? why u r still the 1st priority in my prayers?? how much i may complain but i confess deep withen my heart there's still quite a bit that i wanted to say 2 u,there r many dreams that i wanted to complete only with u..there is much more love in my heart now than it used 2 b when u were with me..all distances that u created have only resulted in making my heart believe that love never fades... OHH.. I got the answer to my 1st question-- my head turning towards ur balcony is not due 2 my habit--its because my heart still wants 2 c u standng there wit loads of smile waiting just for me.. ohh yess.. LOVE STILL RULES.. i m its SLAVE ..And the KINGDOM is all urs...

my 1st one ..

Baadal hai to.... haunsle hai..

chidia hai to ... ghonsle hai ...

aasha hai.. to bhonsle hai...

he he he

promise a better stuff a next time..