Uljanhe !!!

Kya Likhu kya na likhu,,,

sochne ko hai itna kuch,likhne ko kuch nahi,

Saare khyalon mei tu hi tu,Mann k har sawalo mei tu hi tu

Tere na hone pe bhi kyu hai ye sawal , ye khyal....

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai..

Kuch oas ki boondie zindgi ki patwar pe roj aa jati hai ,

na jaane kahan se ,

shayd tumhare naam ka badal roj bhigo k jaata hai....

ya tumhare aansu roj oas ban k aate hai..

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Ki jin badlo se mai ghira rehta hun,

ye saare chehre kiske,...

dekte ho tum mujhe roop badal badal k..

ya dekhta hun mai tumhe har roop mei...

ye har pal mei tum ho.. ya shayd har kal mei tum ho...

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

pata nahi aur kitna rona likha hai,

ya tere sang hasna likha hai,

tera intjaar likha hai,

ya tera ikrar likha hai,,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai.

Aansu ab bhi kahin chup k baithe hai,

lekin chup k to khushi bhi baithi hai,

is luka chupi k daur mei,

zindgi ki daud mei,

kiski hogi haar kiski hogi jeet,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Paar lagegi naiya,ya doob jaega ye maajhi,

koi de de jawab inka aaj hi,

Milega jawab ya sochta rahunga sada yun hi

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Koi rasta jaata bhi hai tujh tak,

ya har raste mei kuch naya hi likha hai,

palat k aate hai kai log aksar,

tu kab paltegi,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Har chehre pe hai ajkal naqab,

aur dilo mei nafrat behisaab,

samajh yahi nahi aata,

wo pyaar thi ya nafrat,

wo chehra tha ya naqab,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

wo tum hi the, ya tha koi ajnabi,

kya hum mile bhi the kabhi,

kabhi maine tumko jaana bhi tha,

ya pal bhar ka ye ek afsana hi tha,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Lo aa gaya tumhara chehra fir aankhon k samne,

Meri Zindgi isi pal mei simti jaati hai,

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

Inhi uljanho mei zindgi kati jaati hai...

MY TESTIMONIAL (By Manno)

Yar Bhalla I am not good as a writer as you but would stil try—

Hope u like it J

Bhalaa ..how to start..well during ma grads wen i was admist those suckin fools in tht stupid coll whr i used to hide frm all guys possible ...i never thought i wud find a fren ...n hw did i find him here begins the story...

I had this lovely roommate named tarana ...(blessed to hv her heheh), she is one of her kinds though chipry full of enrgy a girl who didn’t knw wat to speak infront of whom bt still she was a swthrt n ma biggest strength in tht pathetic coll...a bis mental support she wud crack stupid jokes which wud make me laugh...i miss those days tarana.. :( !!

Nw hw did bhalla ji cum in to picture?? One fine day i got to know tht thr is a new guy who has taken admission into our college n this roommate of mine came runnin got the room whr i usually used to b (bhaala i hpe u wud remember i hardly used to move out of ma hostel)TELLIN ME THT SHE RAGGED SUM GUY OF OUR OWN BATCH SHOWING AS IF SHE WAS A SENIOR....N THR BEGAN THE STORRY..

I would listen to tons of talks we used to do daily abt this guy ( frm tarana she wud do bhalla ye bahlla woh n much more heheheh) whom i had nt e1 seen and always wonderd seems to b a good guy...had also heard of sum bad thins abt him lik being too outspoken n thins (usually thr is a lot of gossip in girls hostels ) well one fine day met him and took advise frm him regarding our MBA coachin cos i had heard he is a super intelligent guy who roams wid mr. Ashish whom i had good views abt. .. as a sincere boy. HAHAHAHHA and also a stupid WHO WOULD CALL M E 1 IN THE NITE TO ASK HW TO REMOVE LENSES ..HEHHE LAGA LIYA NIKALNA NAHI AATA THT WAS S O CUTE..:)

I found him to b good bt wasn’t too sure of him ...seriouslyy i wasn’t ...thn we started meeting for coachings often this is hw we startred speaking thn i realosed he is a MASTIKHOR N NT A BAD GUY.. i wud love his ense of humor n wud just ignore laugin at times heheh n wud hv fun wid him durin the markjetin activities of IMS n wud really get inspire by him for quants cos i had always been a dabba hahah

Well bhall to me is a funny humourous guy who would say anyhtin n evrythin n thn wud make sure he takes care of everythin n nt too embarees anyone...love this habit of ursss...

Thn this swt fren became more closer thru my dear fren tarana (hope u remember we me n Irfaan were sitting once in cabteen n u n tarana were also thr ...n i was too shy to speak ti him n u ppl kept on makin fun of me) hahah lovely days to b cherished always J

We got more closer to our Facebook talks , n wen u came to pune ...i made sure tht we cud meet n hv sum good time n i hope we did ...i love his being so selfless, jolly, n ready to do anything for frens n moreover cos he used to share so much wid m e n i also felt he is a gr88 person vry clean frm hrtt... i really likd the day wen i was online late nite n u tld me abt pragya ...made me feel lika a special fren..!! thnx mohittt J i was touched wen u added me in ur collage of “ladies who r imp in my life”

Overall a Gr8 writer poet , who lives life king size vry clean frm hrt , ready to do anything for frens... can make u laugh admist of tears a person can be a fren to be cherished for the rest of life thnx for being a special fren to me n i hope we always will remain....u will always remain a very close fren whom i wud like to talk my hrt out dear

Thnx for always being thr...

Kkeep up the good spirit and hope life sHOWs u all the true colours in life...

FOREVER FRENS

My Beautiful Life...

Hmm.. Somtimes... when thoughts get into ur head... n there r som things in som corner f ur heart which u always wanted 2 do ,,(like saying sorry 2 som 1),,, n they always pop up at som point f time...n at that point u feel helpless...
Achanak se sab yaad aa raha...kya karei...
Pata nahi achanak se kya ho gaya,,itz 3.30Am....
Neend aa nahi rahi
Ulte sedhe khyal aa rahe mann mei..
Lekin ye Khyaal hai kiske..
Shayad Fir se Usi k..
Ye ho jata hai mujhe kabhi kabhi.. itne saare meri batei adhoori reh gai na uske saath ki kabhi kabhi aisa ho jaata hai...
tumko lagega mai pagal ho gaya hun...
but ufff....
Kitna kuch hai Bolne ko... but bolu kya... uska love letter yaad aa raha... uski smile,,,uska hairstyle..dekhne ka dhang... fav colours,,her dance/... Ghoorne ka style...uski cycle...uski fav dress...uska kajal..uski badi ankhen... uski white skirt... uski rangoli... uska key ring... uski boldness...
aur bhi kitni batei hai ab kya kya likhu....
Apni car ka number mujhe nahi yaad,aur itne saal baad bhi uski car ka number nahi bhula....
Yaar.. kitna pure tha sab... ab waise chah k bhi nahi ho paate... usko 10 sec dekne k liy bhari dhoop mei khade rehte the..
Ye dil hi badal gaya itne time mei..waisa pyar hi nahi aa pata ab...
Matlab.... jitna bhi time mile wo kam hi hota tha....
Kal kya baat karni hai ye pehle se sochna aur jake sab bhool jana...tab bhi baaton ka na khtam hona...
Usko tab tak dekhna jab tak wo ekdam door na chali jae...
but itni batei hai mere paas...aur is saal poore 10 saal ho jaenge usko mile..aur kaho ki ek saal pehle walo pe 5 min bhi bol lo to nahi ho paega..(Exceptions r There)..
Aur kya bataun/.///. wo jab hans deti thi na subah subah...sahi bata raha din bhar mere chehre se smile nahi jati thi///.... aur jis din na dikhe bhuk nahi lagti thi
Matlab mai uski ankho mei itna doob k dekta tha ki i never realized ki wo kajal hi lagati hai...,,mere doston ne mujhko dikhaya

"Uske ajebo garib sapne aur concepts..

n yet so clear abt her Life.."

Uski batei..Ice cream khane ka dhang.. koi aur ladki humko dekhe to uska mujhko dekhne ka dhang... uske rone se pehle wo 10 sec ka silence.. pata chal jae ki rone wali hai..
Uska wo bahane se mere gate k samne ruk jana.... janbooch k balcony mei khade hoke mere samne dance karna... badminton khelte hue hamesha shuttle meri taraf marna///... chup k mujhko dekna aur achanak se samne aa jana..
Ab bas karta hun warna batei to kabhi khtam nahi hongi..
Dont think i am hurting myself by thinking so much...still her thought bring only smile to me...
In sab baaton ki wajah ye hai..
ki kitne sapne adhoore reh gae uske sath..... bas wahi yaad aate hai..ki i wish time could go back... to mai uski har khwaish poori kar deta,,..har wo sapna jo wo mere se discuss kia karti thi usko poora kar deta..
Ohh.. now it feels better...itna likhne k baad..
BUt itz still not over..many things r still 2 b written... I knw returning to ma life is not a possibility for her and neither for me...but still her thoughts make my life SO BEAUTIFUL...


WHAT I CAN Say In the end..is sing this song -

"I've Been Living with a shadow Overhead , I've been Sleeping with a Cloud above my Head , I've Been Lonely for so Long , Trapped in the Past I just can't seem to Move On , Just in Case i might just need them again Some day , all want to do is Find my Way back into Love. "

TeN ThiNGS I LoVe AbOuT U

Ever since i realized i love u and expressed it to U , U have been curious to know why ??.. and ur curiosity dont seem to end.. But how could i tell u why ?? Even i have no count of the reasons. But from all those zillions of reasons i try to pick some of the most adorable ones.. Reasons that i feel are good enough to die for.. Reasons which i feel seprate u from rest of the world and make u the world to me...

I Love U for .............. that i never find any single reason to love U... there r just so many of them..

I Love U for............... that many of times i find no reason to love U...n still i Love U So much.

I Love U for................u can stay awake whole of night just to let me sleep in your lap.

I Love U for................all those little silent sorries after all those stupid questions at the most awkward of times.

I Love U for...............recieving my outbursts of anger with so patience for such a long period of time.

I Love U for...............listening to all of mine wierdist dreams even when u knew that they will never turn into reality.

I Love U for................all those different roles u play in my life.

I Love U for................the respect U give to me even when i dont deserve it.

I Love U for................all those silent conversations that i can have only with you.

I Love U for................ Just letting ME..be myself... even When u hate most of Me,,, U Still LoVe every bit of Me.. Amazing....

I Know i can never love like U...n i will never find reasons as to why U Love Me ??