Little Things..I Never Realized !!!

On this Chilly Winter night,idleness is all around..In the past few days my blanket has become my best friend..Sleep have never been so much fun for me.But i dont know what has happened to me today ?? being a little restless i m wondering where has the sleep gone ? every now n then my hand & my eyes co-ordinate to check whether u r there on my mobile in form of a missed call or a message. But u r nowhere to be found.I dont want to call n check whether u r asleep or not , as i fear my call would disturb your sleep and remembering how pretty you look when u sleep further promotes my decision to let u sleep n allow u 2 b busy with the vast set of dreams that make up for most of ur sleep.

The last call before i sleep..is always yours,,the last voice that i hear before my day ends is always yours..But has this changed into a habit ?? and if the answer is Yes , when did this thing happened ?? n i realize itz not just the nights ,, u have become my morning alarm too...Your sweet good morning n urge to wake me up without being harsh feels like just the perfect start to the day,, My day starts with you n it ends with you n i can't exactly remember for how long this has been going on.You indeed make my life very smooth.As far as i remember my life was always a good one,But still you made it better in so many ways..You have given so many things to my life - love,emotions,responsibility,.. made me a better person in all aspects and all these things just happened..For past few years itz been U,day n night,,all through and and when all these changes came,,developed into habits i cant remember.

ALL THESE YEARS V NEVER ATE IN SEPRATE PLATES,(despite having the option to so),N I COULDN REALISE... IT WAS LOVE...so dumb i was .. N today when we continue to do so i think why it took us so long to realize this.But the answer is very simple...As without realizing i learned to talk,learned to walk ........ i started loving without realizing it was love...

When you sleep next to me with your head on my chest,,playing with your hair,I just cant stop looking at you & all i can think of is your admiration.I admire you for the little risks you take to be with me for just an hour or so, i admire you for the changes you have brought in yourself just to keep me happy and comfortable,i admire you for the comfort zone that i feel when i m with you,i admire you for the security i feel when u r around,i admire you for liking my things that you dont like at all,i admire you for the space you provide me,i admire you for the respect u give 2 my thoughts,i admire you for the strength u provide to our relation,i admire you for the way you bear my anger at times,i admire the way you trust me, the way you love me n the way you admire me !!

For so long,just by looking into my eyes u came to knew whether i m happy,sad, hungry,emotional,sentimental or in anxiety...n not for a single time i realized u loved me so much..U knew my emotions so well... Everytime i was about to cry ,u were there trying your best not to let that tear fall....and if the tear came out u were again there to wipe it off, and for all these years you havent changed even to a size of a molecule.

That bite of ice cream which you never shared with any 1 except me,taking my side in all the little arguments we had amongst our friends & then in the night fighting with me on the same topic,fight to sit with me on the bike,always having your seat next to me whether in the class or in the multiplex,offering your share of food to make sure i was not hungry even when u were more than me, stealing flowers every morning just for me,writing letters everyday when u were away & then giving all of them the day v met.With All the little things like this you taught me what is love.

"Love is travelling that extra mile... Even when it Hurts"

"Love is when you change,n u never know when u changed"

"Love ... for Me..itz just YOU.. ",..